SAY HELLO TO NOVEMBER .

I just realize today how time fly so fast that today another month just past behind me . I know the past is the past and there is nothing i can do to turn back the time . what ever that had happen in that month i just have to accept it and move on with a smile . take everything as a lesson to learn and a memory to be kept . 

GOODBYE AND TQ.

i baked cookies with my mom <3

I CAN MEOW , BUT I CAN ROAR LIKE SIMBA DID .OCTOBER TOUGHEN ME UP.

 so ? OCTOBER thanks for being so nice to me . you give me everything that i need . you give me laughter , happiness , you make me smile , you give me new friends , you gave me time to spend some time with my family , you give me hope for something new , and you also spice up the month with sprinkle of tears just to make me feel like i'm a human so that i wont forget where i stand .GOODBYE OCTOBER, i wont forget you dear lovely OCTOBER 2011 .

please be nice to me :(

well , HELLO NOVEMBER :) . i welcome you with a smile on my face . i really hope you are nice to me like OCTOBER did . i don't mind a  little tears , a little bumpy on the road . thats life , as long there is a rainbow at the end of the road . just to let you know , i really hope that something good will change to something better ,  friendship wont end soon , the bond between my family would be closer than ever.

ITS NOT WRONG TO TRY. 

Lastly i hope i could be a better person than before . :')

BEG KOTAK .

CIKRUZANA , CIKANNUR semesti nya wajib ingat kan beg kotak ?

awww , aku teringat time sekolah form 3 ade budak baru form 5 (aku rase laa err. tak dpt recall) kurus kering , tinggi gilaa . first time masuk tk tahu nama terus panggil dye beg kotak . even though daa tahu nama pun still "beg kotak" melekat kat dye sampai sekarang . HAHA . lawaak gilaa time tu , semua gilaa-gilaa ape nak jadi pun tak tahu laa . admire sampai berebut , bukan nya ape saja nak carik aktiviti carik motif untuk ke sekolah setiap hari . 

aku ingat lagi , kelas kitaorang memang sorang barat sorang timur . dia pulak suka berjemur kat koridor sama laa dgn perangai kitaorang yang suka duduk luar kelas . boleh pulak menjerit jerit =.=" sungguh tak matured :P . budak baru masuk sudah up , bangga laa ? . well , igt lagi pas pas kertas last last dapat number. semua kat kelas tuition pegang fon tunggu dia mesej . mesej masuk je menjerit jerit macam orang gilaa . paling best dpt gelaran adik angkat tuuu HAHAHA . really missing that moment . and really missing nak jadi gilaa macam dulu :( .

nape tetiba aku cerita pasal beg kotak ? last few weeks aku terjumpa mamat tu kat kedai mamak ameer . aww he is still kurus tinggi . and dye tak selekeh pun . rindukauokaybye .

well , people come and go . just keep those moment you were with them as a memory ;')

FIRST LOVE .

Hari tu , ade budak senget HEE :D hantar link about first love . It was a short film ,what the film trying to say is that love does not always happy ending . and sometimes what we plan tk jadi .

well, my first love is not like others . it was not lovey dovey always . the relationship was always full of lies and at the end i always end up getting hurt . it last for more than 3 years and this year i finally realize that aku boleh dapat yang better lagi from him . patah satu tumbuh seribu betul tak ? 

YOU SEEM SO SWEET TO ME BUT INSIDE HOLDS SO MANY LIES .

 my first love does not end happily but it make me stronger ;) and yea things that we plan kadang kadang tak jadi . in life sometimes we need to stop planning and just live the life . whatever that come appreciate it and when it goes away just let it go .

thanks for all the memories doe, but nothing yang aku boleh buat memory , dalam sampah je laa . ;)  and yea i wish my first love was not you .3 years wasted with a player suck gilaa =.="

THE MEMORIES THOSE 3 YEARS TAK DE GUNA SORRY :D

SCHOOL.

sekolah , lagi lagi high school .kenangan babe . make me miss it until now . 

time sekolah dulu best , ye laa matured pun tk lagi (aku laa kan yg laen matured je :P)  perangai gilaa gilaa tak tahu nak cakap ape . hobi time sekolah ? PONTENG , sape tk suka kan ? tu hobi aku time sekolah . ponteng kelas err jangan cakap laa kan memang wajib dalam satu hari , ponteng sekolah ? err . biarla rahsia HAHA . 

CIKRUZ&CIKYANA MASIH IGT ? HAHA .

Wei budak HAWFARIE ! still remember form 2 ? ponteng kelas Pn. Mala ? mana tk nye dye ajar ape pun aku tak faham masuk masuk kelas tetiba cakap pasal ketam she should be teaching math and not science =.=" kunun nak pergi solat tgk tgk melepak . nyanyi lagu raya laa . HAHA sumpah lawak doe . WANA ! still remember that fight dgn cikgu tersyang kau ? HAHA . baru balik camping kepimpinan penat gila nak mampus , tetiba dye carik pasal sampai bawak jumpa pengetua ? HAHA . kita menang wei ;) . aku tetiba rindu dia . errr =.="  eh eh , igt lagi tak form 2 aku rase , time PJ beli maggie laa keropok laa makan belakang tepi longkang HAHA sumpah wei lawak gilaaaa !

SURAU.

still remember PMR ? HAHA daa tk ponteng coz kelas kita depan depan je kan ?  nk ponteng pun setakat maen keluar tapi masuk balik kn kn ? nak exam katakan smua innocent je :P  .  best gilaa satu kelas dengan korang, time tu ade Khalid kn ? dgn Mok Acap lagi buat meja panjang kat belakang memang tk study la kn ?  sumpah gempak . through my ups and down that year korang je tahu and korang yang selalu ade untuk aku . 

Form 4 masing masing ade impian sendiri , aku amik pure korang amik sub . sedih gilaa babeng korang semua satu kelas aku sorang terpesong kat kelas lain . but tak pe aku jumpa Azalea and Rafiza, tapi hobi ponteng aku still lekat ;) . ponteng kelas g kelas korang bapak jauh tau tak ? di hujung dunia aku jalan AHAHA . until one day aku jumpa Mr Mickey . monkey love well in this case Mickey love . sampai buat satu buku about him bodoh gilaa . 

KORANG!RINDU GILAA. LOKMAN:SUKA BUAT ORANG GELAK.
MEEL: TEMPAT AKU BERCERITA EVENTHOUGH BOSAN :p

<3

SAYARINDUAWAK.

KECIKKECIKKECIK<3

we have our own ways , sampai form 5 agak seperated ngn korang . tapi aku jumpa TIA AZALEA AND ZAZA added to my list of bestfriends . this time dorang pulak yang kena jaga aku dgn perangai aku suka nangis cengeng nye laa gaduh dgn balak laa, gaduh dengan budak sabah tu memang gempak. HAHA . dorang tk penah penat , err ade kot tapi dorang tk penah giveup dgn aku thats what i like and love . hobi aku form 5 daa tukar ponteng kelas tu ade sikit sikit , suka pi tandas , time math ! korang igt tk ? Cik Eng Poh Sim ? kelas sebelah kantin dye masuk depan kita keluar beli keropok lekor masuk buat dunno makan depan dye HAHA . muka dye kening dye tk dapat lupa kan . she is my mom aww so sweet HAHA . 

RARAJAJA<3

HAHAGRADUATION<3

CIKWANA,CIKRARA DAN CIKJAJA

AZALEARAMONALAVIGNE

SAYASAYANGCIKYAYA

SPM,STUDY PUNYA GEMPAK :p

well , dengan korang best sebab bila main memang gempak ! but bila belajar korang belajar . aku pun dengan malas nye pun ikut korang HAHA . study hard gilaa . PMR nak dekat exam semua duk dalam kelas buat modul baek je tanduk semua hilang aku igt lagi Mok, Acap , Khalid suci jee HAHA. . but after PMR memang tanduk setinggi everest . macam macam buat tergelak sampai sekarang aku igt korang balik . time SPM , pergh memang study hard laa kan ? buku latihan bukan maen lagi tusyen la seminar laa HAHA . 

PMR,TAKSEDARDIRI. BUKU SEJARAH LETAK BAWAH MAKAN LEBIH .

High school are the best , wish i could turn back time and just go back to form 2 and just do it all over again :') banyak lagi memory . but for now aku teringat time kita ponteng kelas HAHA .

FALLING .

People said when you found somebody special , you going to feel a sparkle inside you .

Maybe that whats wrong with me, i dont even  know what the sparkle feel like . so , everytime i met someone new that i dont even know i'm being like "ouh he is a very nice person" "he is the one" and blah blah blah . well thats what get me here right now, unsure of my feelings.

HAHA . well , it just happen again =.=" . same old me falling for someone and thinking that he was nice ,dia laen dari yang lain , he might be the one , and so onn. well this time it hits me flat on the face yang dia bukan macam tu.

WELL ? HAHA another false alarm doe . he was not the person that i thought . rupa nya dia lain , dia bukan the guy yang aku fikir selama ni . waa :'( .

walaupun dia laen dari yang aku fikir but , something wrong somewhere . i cant really lupa kan dia doe . maybe from the way we met . cara aku dgn dia kenal tu laen . daa lama kenal lalu depan mata satu course but aku tk penah tahu orang yang aku kenal is the person yg selalu aku nmpak =.=" . daa finals baru aku dapat tahu bengong tk bengong nama nya tu ? HAHA. daa laa another story with sad endings and i'm okay with it :D

keep moving on . you will find somebody special . AND no matter how far you run or where if jodoh tak kemana . Pusing pusing jumpa jugak ;)

FARAHMADU DAN SYARIFAH IZZATI .

Korang ! sayang korang ketat ketat . aku baru sampai rumah doe. and sure laa korang da sampai this morning kn ? HEE :D.

I just want to say , aku mintak maaf kalau ade buat salah .aku daa anggap korang macam kakak and adik aku ;) . korang roomate yang paling ngetop cannot ask for even better one . korang gilaaa tahu tk? gila gilaa korang tk segila aku kn . HAHA . korang ade time aku sakit, nangis , gelak mengilai macam orang gilaa , aku marah ke ape ke korang ade and tk sekali pun korang bosan dgn perangai aku . SAYANG KORANG DOE .

tau tk pagi tadi aku rase nak nangis je duk dalam bilik sorang sorang . teringat kat wiqi and pah . .

WIQI a.k.a FARAHMADU .


aku sayang kau biatch HAHA . aku rindu perangai gila gila hang tu , dgn spec pink colour hang :D . thanks sayang for everything . nama kita daa serupa and gila gila kita pun sama kan ? HAHA . aku thu eventhough kau tk nk ngaku aku tahu kau syang sama aku kan kan kan ? hope next sem kita dapat sebilik lagi and lagipun next sem kalau hang dapat bilik dgn org lain tahan ke HAHA  . kita kasi gempak next sem ;) . take care babe, pape just text and contact okay ? and kalau naik shah alam jangan lupa call . ei budak gilaa ! sayang kau .

MAKCIKKU<3

SYARIFAH IZZATI a.k.a KAK PAH .
PAAAHH ! haha . take care tau . rindu laa ayat pah "wow wow" jaga hello kitty tu baek baek nnt next sem bawak tau boleh main main HAHA. thanks tuk everything :) sorry kalau ara ade buat salah dgn pah . next sem kita pi karok sama sama lagi okay ? *winkwink*;) pah pun sama jangan lupa ara tau igt kita selalu, contact jangan lupa contact . sayaaannggg pah .

KAKPAHKU<3

YOU GUYS ARE THE BEST AND I CAN NEVER ASK FOR A BETTER ROOMATE . 

THINK TWICE PLEASE :D

Kadang kadang aku nk gelak bilaa ade orang nak cakap pasal marriage nie . bukan ape , its not like aku tk nk khawin. eh , every girl nak kot sape tak nak we have our own dream wedding okay :D .


bagi boys mesti dorang fikir "sah sah perempuan suka berangan =.="  ". eh hello , biar laa tk kacau pun hidup korang . 


tapi aku pelik . some guys senang senang nak cakap " i want to marry you " " you are mine " and bla bla bla the sweet talker mesti tahu kan ? HAHA . but actually dorang tak maksudkan pun , and kalau dorang betul betul serious pun but perangai dorang does not show it . 


marriage is a serious thing and bukan nak maen maen =.=" . Marriage is not only the beginning of a realtionship but also the end of a life long search for the other half of your soul. 

look , i'm young . bukan aku nak memilih sangat . aku tak memilih okay tapi ofcoz laa aku nak yang terbaik ;) *winkwink*  yang UTAMA AKU TAK MEMENTINGKAN PARAS RUPA <3


1)ofcoz laa aku nak someone yang hati baek tak kisah sangat laa kan mulut nye panas ke suka memerli ke yang aku tahu hati dye sweet bagai gula gula ;) 


2) harta ?HAHA . tak pandang :) . orang selalu cakap duit boleh beli semua benda tapi duit tk boleh beli hati seseorang . buat ape ade duit tapi hati busuk . its not like birthday aku , aku nk dye belikan aku rolex ke ape ke . wish pun daa cukup ;) . and paling penting boleh menaggung aku :)


3) perangai mesti laa nak yang sopan . bukan sopan jenis lembut tapi tahu jaga adab . adab dgn orang tua adab dengan perempuan . jangan depan org tua pun nk kurang kan ? then adab dengan perempuan tk de batas =.=" dia tahu hormat orang tua dan org laen .


4) open minded :) haa , nie yang best seseorang yang open minded . boleh cerita ape je then dye tak kan merungut HAHA . kalau cakap dia bangang pun dye tak kisah nie tk, cakap bangang gilaa daa touching 7 hari 7 malam =.=" kalah kan perempuan der . 


5) honesty and kesetiaan . HAHA . jujur dgn anything pun eventhough benda tu can hurt my feeling asalkan jujur . setia tu mesti ade tak kan nak pasang sampai cukup forum kan ? agak agak laa :D 

6) YANG PALING UTAMA AND PENTING IS AGAMA <3 yang nie aku nk ! hee :D . someone yang solat baca al-quran dan penting boleh membimbing aku :) . someone yang meletakkan aku kedua dan pertama ialah ALLAH . 


look , eventhough tiga tahun tu lama tapi if semua tu tak ade tk jadi ape okay ? sorry :) . kita tak boleh paksa someone tuk suka kita tapi kita boleh berubah for orang tu tuk sayang kita . 

ERR .

HAIH =.=" malam malam nie boleh pulak nak berjiwang . Hujan punya salah laa nie dengan sejuk , dan kebosanan mulaa laa nak mengelamun . ape nak jadi laa farah aku pun pelik HAHA .

nak cakap exam da habis ade lagi dua paper . but buku pun daa dua hari tak sentuh tengok pun tak . pelajar berjaya memang begini HAHA .